Uugghh I guess let me start off by saying, I'm not sober, so apologies in advance, I don't proof read.
Tonight, im feeling so unbelievably unworthy, not good enough, rejected, doomed to be alone forever. Nobody can handle me. I have too much baggage for anyone. Im a tiny package but I come with alot. some is good, but some not so much. my good qualities make me so unique of a person, but apparently my bad qualities are enough to crush all of that.
My attitude is too much, my personality is too much, my past is too much.
I feel so inadequit, like just trying to be me isnt good enough.
I feel like im going to be impossible for anyone to ever love.
All of this, it makes me feel broken.
This is my journey, down a sometimes dark road, of releasing everything. I have come to learn that I have post-partum depression, as well as I hold onto things too much from the past, and simply can never let go of anything. This is me, my real raw uncensored thoughts, trying my best to release everything, and it it all go, so I can move forward with my life past this stage.
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Feeling unworthy
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